I am 20 years old and will be 21 within weeks. I have been wanting a child for at least three years now, and im upset that it hasnt happened yet. My best friend had a son about 10months ago and iam so happy and proud of her. The truth is before she had the baby i didnt feels so happy more of upset and jealous. You would think  since thats my best friend i would be so happy and jolly about the situation but i wasnt. I was mad when i found out she was pregnant, not because she got pregnant but because it was before me! I love my best friend so much but i never understood why she got pregnant before me, iam way more mature and responsible than she is so why does she get a baby? I felt that something was really wrong with me... like maybe i cant have kids or i had some major disease that would stop me from having kids. Just really crazy things going through my head to think of why i wasnt becoming pregnant.

   Well that was over ten months ago of me being mad at my best friend becoming pregnant and me not. Iam still not pregnant and actually not really having sex to even consider a baby, but recently that kind of changed. About 3months ago i met this man who i really like, and want our relationship to become more. He is a really good man and he knows what he wants out of life. He is alot older than me but he doesnt have kids and never been married... so now im back thinking I WANT A BABY especially now because i know he will be the perfect father!!! IF HE WAS TO AK ME TO HAVE HIS CHILD WOULD I BE CRAZY TO? Yes iam young but i have alot of experience with kids and iam a very responsible person and would make sure my child had a stable enviroment!!! DO YOU THINK I AM TOO YOUNG TO HAVE A CHILD? and im almost done with school... i would be done with school by time i had a child if i was to get pregnant now. Advice anyone???